Sometimes

Sometimes i just feel like gettting so fucked up to the point where all emotion, thought, and feeling just disappear. its not anything emo its just that i wish i could be invincible, so numb and without feeling that nothing can affect my ultimate goals in life, but alas thats not how life works, i ultimatley believe that life is about feeling each moment, whether its good or bad, shitty or awesome, really rad or just the worst series events ever, your world is not complete till youve felt each emotion in the grand pallete that is life, and so i labor on, keeping my fingers crossed im hoping that these emotions turn out awesome instead of the latter.